ta ha!!! lol i have finaly gotten a new computar!!! yayers... that mean i can post all of the art i have done latly... well the good ish stuff > < .... but i still need the photoshop D: lol wants sooo bad... wel yes i is happy... and bord... so this is why i is writing this! XD

hahah i am not movein yays !!! lol and i really need to scan some of my pics! but i dont have a scanner witch sucks!! lol so i am on the hunt for a scanner lol... yah i am that bord lol .......

well this year just gets better and better!!!!!! perents are thinking to move me somewhere in the middle of no where... it would be so bad if i didnt have friends here.... and there is one person i dont think i could be away from... i was away from him for a while and it was soooo bad.... i love him... but he cant share that... but we are friends and i dont think that i could make it through anything without him... he has always been there when i needed him most and me moveing will never be the same.... and it hurts me cause he said if i moved he would miss me alot... grrrrrrrrr i might not have a choice in moving as well witch sucks

why did you do that... why did you get close me... why didnt you keep your distence like usual? and why am i left here think with no sleep... i know it was nothing to you but to me... it makes me wonder if you still dont have feeling or if you do... you know how i feel ... thats why you stayed away... why did you brake the the line that you put between us! i was fine knowing you will never get close.... why am i left here hopeing... i dont want to hope again... not this time

sun gos to sleep, moon awakes. stars start to fill the night sky. as we lay there in the grass, i feel safe... like nothing could hurt me. we talked all night ... sadly it had to end.... i know that you dont feel the same but in that moment i felt calm, happy, i dont know ... but i wish we could have stayed in that moment .... you smiled... i havent seen that smile in a while...